Deep thinker
Melancholic
Fun
Intelligent
Creative
I just want to be happy
thank you
I don’t remember the last time I cried myself to sleep.. I don’t remember the last time I felt empty and unwanted. I’ve forgotten about him and I’ve started to feel whole again..complete. You make me feel like I matter by constantly telling me how beautiful I am.. How I’m all you need and just by being there when I need you. I thank you for that. You don’t know my story.. How broken I was or am (who knows) but I don’t want to tell you because that might ruin your impression of me. All I want to say is that I love you.. Thank you for fixing me….
I couldn’t wait for you any longer… You had moved on and all I did was watch you pretend to be happy. Watch you try to get over me whilst I waited in agony..dying piece by piece until I could no longer take it anymore. I came across an opportunity to take all the pain away, to make me forget about you, and I jumped at it. I’m going to be happy with him, I’m going to forget you…eventually.
Sadly.. You and I both know that while I’m with him I’ll be waiting for the day that you return back to me…for my world to become whole again
to forget
I’ve finally met someone who adores me.. He’s amazing. But he’s not you.. Even thus, I’ve decided that I’m going to move on. I’m going to open up my heart to him.. I’m going to be reckless. I’m going to love him and give him everything that I’ve got because it’s all I’ve been yearning for since you left and this is my chance. Wheather I really mean those three words when I say them matters none… Because you’re my one and only. Hopefully he’ll make me forget you.. Hopefully I’ll grow to love him half as much as I love you..
Deniability
DENIABILITY
When it doesn’t go well, I have to release
The cumbersome rage that wears me
Like an overcoat.
I am at a disadvantage with certain parts of me
That do not play well with others.
I would safely agree to my stepping in with eyes averted,
But that is merely a admission of self character.
To turn away is to achieve… Deniability.
Alright…yes. I certainly protect my image.
After all an image is what the eye seeks first.
It matters none, what lies beneath.
No one sticks around long enough to care
About such a trivial thing as integrity.
So goes it.
Another has vanished and I do not suffer.
Although as I walk alone, it could be said
I suppose,
I am walking in sorrow… I have to smile.
For that to happen, my heart would have to live.
The moon tapped me on my shoulder, just then.
“ What will it take for you to believe” he inquired.
I kept on walking.
It will take more than a question.
I thought
you said you loved me
You said you loved me
more than anyone else could ever know
but now you’re leaving
And I guess you wouldn’t let it show
When you held me in your arms
my heart pounded and beat so fast
I would have killed
Just to make that feeling last
i want her so badly. I feel like thats the only way that i could be truly happy. She has no idea and im so afraid to tell her
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